2009.11.20(Fri)09:33
ri
falling asleep... and it's only 7:30pm u__u
 well, nothing big has been happening in my life recently
no big problems or hoorahs...
i told a couple of my friends that my relationship with meen chan is very serious and they didn't take it as a joke... i had a panic attack and cried over getting a B+... i had apple jacks for lunch and chips for dinner... my mom took my money again...

recently i haven't been designing anything because usually things just pop into my head and i base outfits around them, but after my mom threw out at least three dozen completed pieces of mine, i just stopped... but yesterday i started coming up with design ideas again and i feel better.
sorry i'm using so many ellipses. if i am depressed or anxious or tired or having a huge panic attack i will use them and right now i am having a panic attack and i am tired lol D:

ugh this is not at all interesting whatever fuck

things i just googled:
a dead unicorn yes
supajump (Did you mean: super jump)
a kool klucker
the teabagging parade of '64

LEAVE ME ALONE OK BYE
ri
wannadisco | - | CM(3) | TB(0)
2009.11.15(Sun)12:39
ri
i am sick
UGHGGHGHGHH 
i wanted to spend today with my boyfriend
but i couldn't so i just sat and waited for him to text me
didn't happen
whatever 

☮♥卍 guys
ri
wannadisco | - | CM(0) | TB(0)
2009.11.14(Sat)13:55
ri
fuck
 so damn tired
i need to rebuild my n64 game collection
and buy a gamecube and luigi's mansion
also i should try to stop avoiding game purchases by playing other people's video games whenever i am at their houses
hghghshjfjdf
ok goodnight i am gonna sleep and tomorrow i will buy shoes and stuff i guess ok

preez n-joi dis

^me

OK BYE I HOPE TO GET A HAIRCUT SOON UGH
I AM NOT MAKING IT 100% PINK THOUGH
ONLY PART OF IT
ri
wannadisco | - | CM(2) | TB(0)
2009.11.07(Sat)15:15
ri
q - q   ;;
nn 
if i am able to, i will post some drawings i did at school of me & meen chan

hehehe j v j=
i was looking at pictures of meen chan and i realized that in one of my favorites of him, he is wearing the shirt that i am wearing now... 

the glasses look like meen chan's jwj

and meen chan if you see this, this is another picture of my halloween costume, because you liked it ¥( ju j = )/

ri
wannadisco | - | CM(2) | TB(0)
2009.11.07(Sat)10:54
ri
eyes hurting // PAGESTRETCH
i saw my bf again today AND i get to see him tomorrow~  
i had a really good day today with meen chan jvj= and tomorrow we will go to the mall, like we used to when we first started dating hehe... nowadays we always hang out at my house XD i like it because i can't always be hugging & kissing him in public =3=
we took pictures when playing super smash brothers brawl. here they are...

pretty peach pictures (taken by me, but these were taken last night)

taken by meen chan
fox sitting on kirby
link about to own peach
battlefield background
ri
wannadisco | - | CM(0) | TB(0)
2009.11.01(Sun)05:33
ri
joy to the motherfucking world
yesterday i got to see my boyfriend, AND i get to see him again today~ *q*= at his house~ but... his friends are gonna be there for a while to watch a movie y_y i just wanna be with him and i don't think it is acceptable for me to snuggle with him when other people are there y____y;;
whatever i will hold him anyway... i should be allowed to. we've been together a year and and and and and D:

ok so here is something i colored in math class on friday (we usually do origami to relax for a while on fridays but no one could do the one from that week so we were given care bear coloring pages instead LOL)

and, my halloween costume:
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wannadisco | - | CM(4) | TB(0)
2009.10.17(Sat)14:23
ri
not much
 i haven't been updating much... i have a lot to do... and it's just unrealistic to try to write all of the funny or interesting things that happen to me nowadays because my days are all so... not boring u__u;;
well, i have my food log which i just write in my notebook, and my tumblr for pictures i like
if i need to rant about something, i suppose i can still use this... or if i start taking pictures of what i do daily or something. i guess.
well, i am really cold (probably because i am naked and it is, you know, cold?) so i am going to climb into bed and read a little before i sleep. i need to rest up so i have energy for tomorrow... which is when i see my bf :p

i feel better about my body recently, even though recently i have been on a diet
also, i have come to a point in my life at which i do not care about what i wear. at all.
it is crazy because i arrived at this point at the same time i began obsessing over my designs--i used to design more casually and less frequently, but now i am designing several pieces each day. in the past week i've started 4 lines (with different themes) and 2 are almost complete <3
ri
wannadisco | - | CM(4) | TB(0)
2009.10.12(Mon)03:32
ri
fml
 i got frustrated with my hair and i fucking cut it
it looks terrible
my mom screamed at me
i have to go to school with my hair like this
fml
ri
wannadisco | - | CM(0) | TB(1)
2009.10.10(Sat)09:20
ri
anniversary!!
 today is the 1-year anniversary of me & my bf~ ( =O q O )
i don't get to see him until tomorrow, but... that's alright as long as i can see him >3<

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥I LOVE YOU MEEN CHAN♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

ri
wannadisco | - | CM(0) | TB(0)
2009.10.08(Thu)05:19
ri
waaa
 tomorrow (oct. 9th) is the 1-year anniversary of me & my boyfriend... i can't wait to see him and it makes me a sad puppy
hnn
today people kept asking me about the baby on my necklace
some people said "why do you have a naked person on your necklace" to me hahah
usually people understand that it is a baby... =3=

hhhnnn not much i want to say right now...
i have been designing a lot of clothes. 3 outfits are space girls and they are so cute... i wanna be one
ri
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